| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 09/06/2002 |
| Date of Death | 09/06/2002 |
| Visitors | 2,678 since 09/06/2007 |
| Creator |
Unexpectedly everything went so wrong,
you shouldn't have been born yet for so long.
You are in Heaven now,
where little Angels belong.
Sweet dreams my little Angel
Kayleigh Alflat
Born into Heaven 9th June 2002 at 21+6 weeks of pregnancy.
Cause of death: Premature labour caused by a bacterial infection.
Length: 27 cm (11 inches)
Weight: 484 grams (1lb 1oz)
I waited so long to have you, longed for years to get pregnant and then finally I was....only for it
all to go so very very wrong and loose you my precious little girl. You were so perfect, tiny but
perfect. Ten tiny tiny fingers, ten tiny toes, a perfect little face and fluffy white blonde hair.
A gorgeous little princess that had to go to Heaven.
You have a brother who is now four and in him I see so much what I missed seeing with you. He too
was a preemie and small. He has the same white blonde hair, long eye lashes and blue eyes. One day
we'll all be together again.
Miss you my little girl. You'll always be my first born.
On the 16th of June, a week after your 6th birthday you became a big sister again. Your sister
Alyana was born premature just like you and your brother. She looks a lot like you and reminds me of
you so very much.
Look over your brother and sister sweetheart. One day we'll all be together like we should have
been.
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Today is the due date
For you to be born.
But all I have is
An emptiness to mourn.
Mommy's arms are empty
With no baby to hold.
My heart feels heavy.
The weather is cold.
This should have been the time
For the anticipation of your arrival.
But no one seems to be remembering
To share in my grief or sorrow.
You were a life
Created from love.
You were a gift
That was sent from above.
Why couldn't you join us
To become a family of four.
You'd have had parents who loved you
And a brother whom you'd adore
But Mommy's arms are empty
With no baby to hold.
My heart feels heavy.
The weather is cold.
I know that you have gone
To a much better place.
Knowing that the grace of God
Is shining on your face.
I see another baby.
I think of you then, too.
Wondering what you'd have looked like
As you giggle, cry, and coo.
But I will never know these things
Because you will never be here.
But in my heart you'll always be
My baby, my angel, my dear.
It doesn't make it easier.
For the pain I have is still here.
I will never forget you, my little one.
That fact remains quite clear.
But Mommy's arms are empty
With no baby to hold.
My heart feels heavy.
The weather is still cold.
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The Cord
We are connected, my child and I,
by an invisible cord not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord that connects us at birth
this cord can't be seen by any on earth.
This cord does it's work right from the start
it binds us together attached to my heart
I know that it's there though no one can see
the invisible cord from my child to me.
The strength of this cord it's hard to describe
it can't be destroyed it can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord man could create
it withstands the test can hold any weight
And though you are gone though you're not here with me
the cord is still there but no one can see
It pulls at my heart I am bruised...I am sore
but this cord is my lifeline as never before.
I am thankful that God connects us this way
a mother and child death can't take it away!!
**********************
Don't let them say I wasn't born,
that something stopped my heart.
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I've loved you from the start.
Although my body, you can't hold
it doesn't mean I'm gone
This world was worthy not of me
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul
what you are forced to face.
You'll have my word, I'll fill your arms,
someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was 'meant to be'
God doesn't make mistakes.
But that won't soften your first blow
or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do
Another child you'll bear
Believe me when I say to you
That I am always there.
There will come time, I promise you
when you will hold my hand,
stroke my face and kiss my lips,
and then you'll understand.
Although I've never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes
That doesn't mean I never was
An Angel Never Dies.
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Our own memorial site: http://www.geocities.com/RememberOurAngels/index.html
a broken heart that speaks
A Broken Heart That Speaks
I feel more depressed
Each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
There has been a big mistake.
My darling daughter was taken
From her mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above
I did not have her with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold her
Which makes me very sad?
The pain of losing my daughter
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing you
Longing to have you near
Life for me is lonely now
Without you by my side
My Broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide
People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay
For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there
The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep
A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died
So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you
Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because they also suffer daily
As the memories of their child remain
We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal?
For the loss of our children
Is for us, so very real.
Miss ya
Mummy has been thinking about you lots lately. You should have been in school now, 5 years old. Looking at your brother shows me so much of what I miss with you. Missing you so very much still... there isnt a day that I dont think of you.
Love you millions
xxxx
marion(emma lyttle,phyllis mckenna)
The world may never notice
if a Snowdrop doesn 't bloom
Or even pause to wonder
if the petals fall too soon
But every life that ever forms
or even comes to be
Touches the world
in some small way for all eternity.
The little one we longed for
was swiftly here and gone
But the love that was then planted
is a light that still shines on
And though our arms are empty
our hearts know what to do
Every beating of our hearts
says that we love you.xx
I'M SO VERY SORRY X
YOUR PERFECT LITTLE ANGEL KAYLEIGH
SHE'S WITH YOU WHEN YOUR SLEEPING
SHE'S WITH YOU WHEN YOU WAKE
SHE'S NEXT TO YOU WHATEVER YOU DO
THE BONDS TOO STRONG TO BREAK...
SWEET DREAMS LITTLE ONE XXXXXXX
Little angel Kayleigh is so beautiful.. she looks around the same weight my molly was when she was born.. so tiny and delicate.. Although she never got to see the world the way that many do.. Kayleigh is in the best place ever with all the precious little souls that had been picked because theres no one else like them.. Only the best babies get giving to us and then taken away again.. I have realised that now.. You just have to accept that it was your sweethearts time and take her with you where ever you go.. in heart.. mind.. and soul.. If only bad things didnt happen to such innocent little people.. then we would have our babies with us screaming at all hours for bottles... cuddles.. nappy changes.. etc.. i miss my molly and shes only been gone for 7 months .. i bet you miss your kayleigh so much.. i will be thinking about you all.. and especially you kayleigh darling.. stay hand in hand with my molly and you can take care of eachother until your mummy and daddy and me (mollys mummy) is up in heaven to take care of you ourselves.. sweet dreams little angel.. remember your the most special person to your mummy .. daddy and all the rest of your family.. look down on your family and keep them strong :-) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
how deeply sad i feel at your loss!
i logged on to visit my brother's Gavin's site and your baby's tribute took my breath away, i feel a sense of loss deep in my stomache for you, i can't imagine how awful you must be feeling and i do hope you take comfort in knowing others out here do care and feel sadness for your loss. i hope your little angel is sleeping peacefully up above and will be kept safe waiting for you until you all re-unite in heaven, goodnight little one i will never forget you yet i never met you!! xx
R.I.P Kayleigh xxx
Another Angel Filling The Sky With Love.
Visit Your Mammy In Her Dreams..She Misses You So Much!
Deepest Sympathy To Kayleigh's Family.
Happy Birthday Baby Angel..Hope You Have Had A Good Day.
All My Love xxx
Just for a moment
Our hands have touched, our paths have crossed
A love is gained, a love is lost
Just for a moment I kissed the face
Of an innocent child I can't replace.
Just for a moment a maternal touch
Would say the words that meant so much
A soft caress, the gentle tears
That made those minutes last for years.
Just for a moment, I held your hand
My broken heart in your command
So much to tell you, so little time
Why was we punished, what was the crime?
They took part of me when they took you away
As much as I loved you, you weren't meant to stay
I gave you a hug that for always must last
As facing the future means leaving the past.
Our souls have merged, I live for you
Perhaps I'm living your life too
I will carry on; I can always stand tall
Because just for a moment, I had it all.
My Angel
So tiny, yet so perfect. You have made such an impact in my life. I had to wait so long to have you and then I lost you. Too precious for this earth, my beautiful little Angel.
I miss you so very very much. Not a day goes by where you arent in my thoughts. One day we'll be together again my little one.
Hope you have a magical 5th birthday.
Love always
Mummy
xxxx
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